Lost In Everything

Sitting in my world,
with everything exploding around me
with people screaming
with anger flaring
and still i can't see it
because i am lost
in the feeling i get from you

i wish that just for one day,
for just one moment,
someone can see that i need love
that i want emotion
that i want to feel
i need to feel
i have to feel

and all of this world
of this life
of this everything
it means nothing without you
you to tell me you love me
you to hold me
i wish you would
and i wish i could live in my dreams
because you reap them
and it makes me live
even as evil as you are
and even in the control you are in
with all of the hate you bear
and all of the pain you cause
i still want you
to be for me
and let me live without this hurt
and without my veins wanting to tear
for i carry a burden

of love