Me Myself and I

Nobody understands the pain I'm going through,
I'm completely lost, don't know what to do,
All alone with my thoughts and fears,
wiping up all those pathetic tears,

Why can't i be normal and just like you,
treating each day as something new,
Losing my best friend to this depression,
so let this punishment be my lesson,

She is my life and my whole world too,
without her I'm ripped in two,
I beg for help and there's no reply,
always feeling prepared to die,

I wake up each day to the same old stuff,
keep myself alone and I've had enough,
They think you're stupid or even nuts,
At least admitting it shows some guts,

It's hard to admit there's something wrong,
it makes each day just seem so long,
Slowly dragging and causing pain,
making the anger surface again,

Mixed emotions building up a wall,
to surround you and it's so tall,
Nobody gets in to help you out,
if they do you scream and shout,

If this poem makes no sense to you,
I'm not thinking straight and I'm upset too,
Thanks for taking time to read it through,
and my thanks a bunch goes out to you.

Copyright 2005 - Amanda Linzi