This doesnt happen to me...

I was the happiest
anyone could ever be
when that happens
everyone steps on me

have you ever lost
a boyfriend one day
your best friend the next
everyone in your way

i was the only one
that didnt cry all night
i held my head high
dreaming of it to be right

have you ever had
so much pain
never went away
it falls like rain

i was the one smiling
never saying anything mean
id be the nicest to friends
not just to the ones in between

have you ever cried
so many days
that your eyes were swelled
your body ached in so many ways

i was the one laughing
never worrying about stuff like this
i smiled and cried
when i got my first kiss

have you ever seen
your parents and siblings crying
all for the same reason
my favorite brother dying

i was the saddest
anyone could ever be
when that happens
everyone mourns for me

have you ever tried
to get someone back
but the harder you try
the more you fall off track

i wasnt the only one
that cried all night
i sat looking low
dreaming of it to be right

have you ever lost
the love in your heart
you can never get that back
not even if you restart

i was the one never smiling
always yelling at every friend
telling them not to care
because my life has started to end

have you ever experienced
something you couldnt bare
in the end
we all think god isnt fair

i am the one
thinking of him again
hoping my favorite brother
made it to heaven