You told me not to worry
but i did anyway
i was going to talk to you
the next day
but when first period came along
and you didn't show up
i got scared
when i got home i called you
no one answered
so i drove over there
and knocked on the door
your mom answered and said come in
she had been crying
i knew something had to be wrong
i asked where you were
she didn't answer all she did was look at me
i started crying and said it couldn't be
i ran to your room and fell on my knees
at the site i saw
it was too wrong
it wasn't you
your mom came up and held me
she took me to the living room
she handed me a letter
said it was from you
it was taped to your wall
it had a bloody hand print on it
from when you tried to take it
i read it and cried some more
all it was, was a drawing of us
and it had a picture of when we were little
i had never seen that picture before
i found a little note folded up inside
it said
"i love you. even after i die.
i must tell you every night why i cry.
i love you so much but i was scared to say.
i was afraid you'd walk away.
when you asked me what was wrong
i wanted to tell you everything.
i wanted to let you know the truth.
but i couldn't. so goodbye."
3 days later
at your funeral
i walked to your casket
i slipped a note in your hand and it read
"i love you too.
i wish i could be with you.
thanks for letting me know but i hope
you know it was too late.
i wanted to say i love you too.
more than a friend but i thought you'd walk away.
I'm going to miss you.
rest in peace. goodbye love."
with that i know your with me.
holding me at night.
holding my hand through out the day.
whispering me words of wisdom.
you are what keeps me alive.
