I decided to stop trying
I'm so tired of this life
I kno I'm alive
But I feel like I'm dying
No One seems to understand
And no One seems to care
They just say "keep holding on"
But I dont think I can
Drugs can only help for so long
They've givin me the best feeling
All my pain erased
Then the feeling is gone
I need a happiness that wont go away
Something good in my life
That is here to stay
I'm so close to giving up
I guess you think I'm weak
But I've just had enough
