Two sides

Two side not one like the other. one that needs me and the other that only want me cause the other side has me.

what to do i can not chose.
wont u let me be happy for i am the one always wearing the tears.
do i have to chose only one side or the other. can't u still be my family.does it matter where i live. what to do i am only one person.

u have me and what do i do only to wish to be with the other's. when i am with this side, all i think about is cutting myself. and how much i wish to die. i was fine with the other side. but here i stand with nothing to fear. to chose only only one side is not the best way

But it isn't your side
i love both side but one side has to go u said. i can't have both even though i care so much about both of u.