That'll be the day

Ive been through shit
always making me stronger
so much pain inside
having to wait longer

i had a boyfriend once
who cheated all the time
i had a best friend once
my boyfriend she'd find

i broke up with him
she went behind my back
i felt so bad all the time
my life fell totally off track

i had a father once
who made promise after promise
but broke every one of them
and was kicked off my list

he never called, not one time
kept telling me im a screw up
kept telling i wasnt his kid
i kept saying over again, shut up

i had a brother once
whose now in heaven
he used a gun
and now i'll never see him again

he hated my dad so much
he moved out very young
remembering the funeral
"amazing grace" was sung

i had a best friend
always laughing together
but then she went too
we were supposed to be forever

no one was like her
but she died one terrible night
i cant bring her back
everyday i face fright

i had a heart once
who now hates me
he went to canada
i want it the way it used to be

i lost him so hard
i didnt do anything wrong
but the pain seaps inside me
ive been waiting so long

i had a life once
that has now gone away
waiting for when i'll be happy
that'll be the day