No one knows what it's like to be me

There are times i want to die and times i want to live.. no one knows what its like to live the life i have.. you see me smiling all happy.. you think I'm the happiest girl alive.. but you don't see behind the smile all the tears i just want to cry.. you may think you know me..but you don't know what iv been through.. i hide the tears cause i want people to think I'm happy.. but you don't know the real me.. and no one will ever know*