Love Is A Curse...

Nothing really matters when all you have is lost,
All you can do is think about the lovely past,
The beautiful gardems,
Walking in the evergreen meadows,
But as the fates fist of fury tightens,
All those things resemble dark shadows,
Haunting you in your nightmares,
When just a while ago they were awaited dreams,
Dreams that you used to share,
With that special person for whom you'd care,
Show your love in every possible way,
Making her fel like a queen,a vital part of your life,
But now these memories have transformed into something like a knife,
Slicing your heart into pieces,
Making me regret every move i did,
I wish i hadn't smiled those smiles,
I wish i hadn't thoght those thoughts,
Wish i hadn't dreamt those dreams,
Wish i hadn't lived that life,
Rather than a blessing to me,
Love has been a curse on me!