Dedicated to my homie

I told you yesterday
I told you today
I miss you
I want to be in your arms
once again
I know it cant happen
even though i wish for
this every night
and try to hold the memories
close to my heart
I still remember
wht happened a year ago
the night you took a bullet for me
and died because of me
even though i told you
many lies
you still forgave me
because the love you had for me
was the most strongest of all
I blame myself for your death
you knew that i was suppose to die
NOT YOU
but ill wait for the day
the day ill be able to see
your face once again