Thanks for leaving

You said you couldn't take it
i was too much
you needed to be free
i thought you would come back
but you didn't
and i cried every day
i cried every night
hoping you would come back
and hold me tight
but you never came back
i guess you thought you were right
just leaving like that
after no fight
i never saw it coming
i never thought it would end this way
but now that i realize
i could see it happening
right in front of me
you never said you loved me after a while
you never held my hand
i don't think you ever smiled
so now I'm not so surprised
that you left
but i am surprised
it was you before me
because now that i realize it
i finally see
i never really loved you
it was just an illusion
i feel like a fool
staying in there so long
trying to hold on
never looking back
because i hear life will just pass you by
I'm surprised
i never went with another guy
I'm surprised because we never fought
but what kind of a relationship is that?
never fighting means holding it in
till one day some will explode
and you never exploded but you did leave
I'm sorry i held on to nothing
I'm sorry i even tried
but i will never look back
its just another chapter
in my hell hole of a life
i hope you are happy
i hope i become happy
thanks for nothing
thanks for pretending to love me
it made me realize
i don't need you!

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