I don't even no what to feel
this all just seems to surreal
my figures are shaking
but I'm only just waking
tho it feels like Ive been awake for hours
everything's back-wards in the mist of the morning showers
my foot slips out of the old wooden bed
as i stretch my small hands above my rushing head
trying to calm down i put my hands on my knees
the temperature in the room must be above 90 degrees
but thats fine
its all fine i try to say to myself
till i hear it
till i feel it
that feeling that i could feel since i woke
the pain oozed out of my neck
for he shot me then fled down the deck
