I wish i could leave

There was a time
when i thought i was in love
there was a time
when i thought i was on top of the world
there was a time
where you would never hit me
but that time is in the past
now you hit
and call me names
now you roll your eyes
why are you so ashamed?
i don't think i did anything wrong
i thought i stayed the same
is this what you do
to all you bi+ches?
is this what you do
put up this show?
play you scary games
that threaten my life
with the gun
and with the knife
maybe i should leave
get out of this place
of maybe i should die
so my memory will be erased
i wish i could leave
but its not that easy
i wish i could dream
no scary dreams
dream of my friends
actually have friends..
i wish i could leave