Believing All You Ever Said

Believing all you’ve ever said
Never thinking it was a lie
Sadly I was so misled
At night I always cry
Yearning for all our memories
To become my life today
For you I’ll always try to please
In my life I wish you’d stay
Are there any words for this?
For the love, the pain & tears
Is it you I’ll always miss
Will you bring back all my fears?
The fear of being alone again
Doesn’t feel right at all
No longer will I pretend
I will be willing to take the fall
I’ve proved it’s not a joke to me
My future with you in it, is real
Why is it I can’t make you see?
Or get a straight answer on how you truly feel
Why do I always think of you?
Night or day, you’re never off my mind
Do you feel the same way too?
Or is there nothing there for you to find
You have to stop coming and going
As often as you do
I can’t live life not knowing
If my dreams are misleading me too
So I hope you soon come to see
My heart will forever be aching
If you shrug and laugh at me
It’s my heart you will be breaking
©Ashley