Again I\'m asking why?

Why would I do it again
I mean how could I
I no it is a sin
I need to no why

How could I take that razor
Press it against my skin
Drag it across and fell OK

Why,How....
How can I tell her
Should I tell her
Can't I let her figure it out
You think she could!

My stomach is turning
and I fell so sick
I though I was learning

Why did I do it again
After the promise I made
Once again committing that unlikely sin

I'm about to cry
So I'm gonna go
No more lies
Cuz now I no