Silence

For all of my life,
I thought you are the one
That I’ll be lovin’ faithfully forever

But then I realized
It was a make-believe
Just a big illusion…
Not a happily ever after…

Am I really makin illusion?
Or am I just in confusion?
I don’t know now
If I have to believe you
But one thing for sure I’ll be blue…

For a couple of times
You said you love me
For a couple of times
You said you care
You even promised me forever
Or am I just a dreamer?

I feel restless, I can’t sleep
I feel hopeless, I can’t eat
Wherever I turned my face
It’s you I want to embrace…

I thought
I had my answered prayers
Now I know
Not all prayers had an answer

I thought with you
I was fin’lly home
But… but… I found out
I was wrong…

I will just love you in silence
For in silence I find no rejection
I will just miss you in silence
For I could think
That you miss me too

I will take care of you in silence
For I will know
That you are taken cared of

For in silence…