Another Pretty Girl

You said you loved me
and that you wouldn't leave my side
inside i really loved you
but outside i was really shy
I'm sorry if i didn't show you how i felt
but believe me it was real
you were the only thing i loved
you were the only thing i could feel
i always thought about you day and night
and i dreamed about you in my dreams
but you thought i didn't love you
because thats the way it seemed
all i ever wanted was you
i just needed a little more time
i would've showed you how i felt
but i couldn't believe that you were mine
i didn't ever think i would of had a chance
but you decided to choose me
out of all the other hot girls
i felt so special and pretty
trust me i really wanted to kiss you
i wanted to hold you and never let go
all i needed was a little more time
to let my feelings show
i wish i wasn't shy
and that i could express how i felt
whenever you smiled at me
my insides would melt
suddenly you had enough
you thought that i didn't care
i thought everything was beautiful
but suddenly my heart you would tear
you walked up to me
our love was about to end
then you told me the words every girl hates
"i think we should be friends"
my whole life was ripped from me
and i tried not to cry
i said "OK" and i smiled a fake smile
but the tears formed in my eyes
the next class the teacher was saying things
but they could not get through my head
i was repeating over and over and over again
the things that you just said
as i ran home
i let out all my feelings
i cried, i hit
i even screamed at the ceiling
at night i always cried myself to sleep
and then i would slice my skin
i would watch the blood trickle down
as i unleashed the pain within
finally i couldn't take it anymore
i stabbed myself through my heart
because i was empty without you
my heart had been ripped apart
i fell to the floor
i knew the end was near
i watched the puddle of blood grow bigger
as i began to disappear
sorry i had to tell you this
but i just couldn't move on
i just loved you too much
but now its all gone
i thought i meant something to you
because to me you were my world
but to you i was just another chick,
another pretty girl