Please ... Not Again

You come home,
And you're angry again,
I ask for your help with something,
But you don't want to talk to me then,

I do my best,
To be nice when your angry,
But instead,
You just hurt me,

It always ends in an argument,
In another stupid fight,
You must walk away from it saying
'That wasn't right'

But you can't help yourself,
You continue to be rude,
Saying that I should be nicer,
And I've got attitude,

Well I don't find it fun,
And it rips me up inside,
I run away crying,
And go to hide,

I won't talk to you for a couple of days,
But why should I?
I'm always making the effort,
I always have to try,

You hurt me inside,
And out,
But it's always my fault,
So I have to shout,

And tell you not to come near me,
And not to touch me or hurt me again,
Because I just can't stand the pain,
I look back on then,

And it hurts me,
Mum blames me, I have to appologise,
I'm sick of the hate,
I'm sick of the lies,

So I sit here now,
Restraining myself, Angry and hot,
Will you do it again?
I certainly hope not,

I'm supposed to still love you,
With all my heart,
But how can I
when you've torn it apart?