I know i F**k up often,
But you have your moments too.
When i truly feel sorry for messing up,
Here is what I do:
I lie on my bed and dream of your laugh,
Then i see my stuffed Elephant
That i said you'd never get
You gave it to me early
Way before Valentine's day
And i remember how excited i was
No one else ever made me feel that way.
Or sometimes, i look at my pictures
I have you all over my wall
I can remember what we did together that day
I don't have a favorite though, i love you all!
Sometimes i look in my box of you
Dr. Pepper wrappers that say '1 night of hot sex
And dance tickets and my birthday gift too.
I can see a picture of my ring
I let out a sigh,
How could i be so irresponsible? I didn't deserver that thing.
Then i break down and cry.
Occasionally I'll take a bath to escape,
But you're always there too and everywhere with me from the moment i wake.
Do you remember when we'd cross Parkview's field?
You'd hold my hand and we'd enjoy how we were beginning to feel.
Do you remember your KFC drink?
We smoked so much i killed it i think.
How about when my tummy hurt too bad to walk anywhere?
You rubbed my back and that showed me how much you really cared.
Do you remember how your kitty used to watch us in your house in Crete?
Or when you first gave me a piggy back ride when i had bare feet?
Do you remember how we used to talk?
About anything and everything, I'm beginning to miss that a lot.
Every time i turn around there's something of you there.
I realize life without you is something i can't bare.
I've lied before but now I'm honest with you.
You're the best I've got you're my heart, you're my everything too.
