I need a lad

I need someone to love so tender, someone to stay by me for ever and ever, i wish people stop treating me like shit on the bottom on the shoe.

i just wish a lad just came into my life and loved me the way i will. i need someone to get me sleep at night. i dream at night am getting beaten up.

am afraid to go out my door just in case my x hits me n beats me up agen

someone plz help i need at lad of my dreams not one of tho's that hit girls 1 to love so deep inside x x x x x x x x x x x x