How would you feel?

How would you feel
when you love him still
then he reveals a secret
which brakes your heart
and causes you to tear apart?

I lie awake,wodering why?
why did this happen 2 me?
with something that was so.....
meant 2 be.

I am speechless.I have lost my love because what seems
like another girl he is now
thinking of.

Maybe he will come back.Maybe he never will.I just hope he knows,I do love him still.

How could he do this? Draw a line between us I am so sad....
Am I really that bad?

But tell me...How would you feel.When you love him still?