When I cry myself to sleep,
When I wish I was dead,
The only thoughts that keep me alive,
Are the thoughts of you.
When you were alive,
We would have so much fun.
When you were sick,
I would visit you everyday.
I miss you dearly,
I tried to die and cut.
I would tell you my problems,
As I sat by your grave.
Why did you have to leave at such a misserable time?
Why couldn't you stay a little longer?
I hate you for leaving,
You didn't even say good-bye.
3 years and I still cry for you,
I make poems and stories about my life.
If only you were still here to see how much my life sucks,
This is all cause of you.
But Grandpa,
Always remember this one thing,
I'll love you always,
and please stay in my dreams.
