These dark shadows

The dark shadows of nothing
a dream in my past
living and breathing
for no point
I'm tired of being alone
of feeling grief
tired of talking to no one
sit by myself in my dark room
no smiles on my face
scars on my wrist
making new slits
broken heart
that wont seem to mend
missing you is overrated
I'm tired of missing someone
but i need a reason to be depressed
to show the world
that I'm not scared
that I'm not crazy...
or maybe i am
but that I'm ok
in my own unique way
these shadows follow me
like a hawk and its pray
these shadows follow me
every single day
maybe they will leave
when my sun comes out
but it hasn\'t been out in a while
so why would it now
i wont be living much longer
breathing this nasty air
seeing you with her
dying to not stair
i want to be free
of this captured world
being free of captivity
free like a bird
these shadows wont be here
when its my time to leave
i will finally smile
on my way down
i love you all
but this blackness is filling my brain
like a virus in a computer
its going to leave a stain

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