Only If you knew what I was going through you’ll feel my pain
if I could tell you I would but It’s just to hard and complicated to explain
Everything I’ve been through has been a living hell
It feels like I’m in a closed box and I can’t do nothing but yell
being hurt by many lies
always made me sit here and wonder why
all these years I’ve been letting loose so many tears
all It brings to me is a life full of fears
going through life trying to be able
to stay nice and stable
but no matter how hard I tried I would always someway somehow
run into tension and not being able to mention
but that doesn’t mean I had no intention
but it would lead them to criticize
and that’s why I thought myself to realize and be wise
I had to learn from my mistakes
and be able to rather give than take
I felt like I was hiding from myself of not facing reality
and which is why I have the mentality
of being the best that I can be
I’m gonna have to open my eyes and see that no matter how hard I try
that I’m going to be the only one that will believe in me
unless you’ve been through what I\'ve been through
felt the pain and suffered the way I did
came from love and hate
to ups and downs
and laughs and frowns
gotta be strong knowing my wrongs from rights
and rights from wrongs
Gotta be able to win that one fight no matter if it takes days and nights
Gotta prove that I can be somebody and do something with my life
It’ll take quite some time but I promise you
I’LL BE FINE!!!
