Not worth it

When I'm in pain
will you understand
when I'm crying
will you hold my hand

when I'm angry
and tell you to go away
will you hold me tight
and say your here to forever stay

when you see the marks
covering my arm
will you promise
to help me rid my self harm

when you see the bruises
laying among my skin
will you again promise
my family wont win

..::..

when i leave
promise you wont come to
promise me
you'll make it threw

your more important
more then me
just promise
you wont leave

you were the only one
who comforted me when i cried
you were the only one
who wiped the tears from my eyes

you were the only one
who took care of me when i wasn't well
you were the only one
who caught me when i fell

you where the only one
who whispered comforting words to me
you were the only one
who listened to my crying plea

but you deserve much better
I'm causing you to much strife
you don't deserve to go threw this
please don't ever say goodbye

i love you so much
but I'm sorry i have to say this
don't think low of me
but I'm not worth it...