Girl i feel your pain, i actually felt a mooshyness in my heart. Ma....i don't know whats up with the guys thats throwing you away but i'd treasure u :D....well you better hang in there because your not the only one going through rough times...maybe you should read some of my poems and see what i'm talking about...you can also holla at me at buddylove23@hotmail.com......sorry for you experience but don't forget that even after all your relationships you are getting stronger...until we meet...goodbye.