I’m on fire; I’m on fire today,
The roses have crushed, the memories broken which I once cherished in my heart,
I jump into my pyre to burn in fire till death takes me away,
I can’t call it betrayal, I can’t call it conspiracy, I can’t even call her dishonest,
Stuffed in my life’s suffocations,
As my thoughts take me to vivid expulsions of horror underneath my bed,
On this bed of roses I lie, I lie here till my body is taken away,
Will she cry? Will she cry on my deathbed, will she express her sorrow felt?
All these affairs of the heart are but left to the secrets of my heart with my death,
Tranquilize me I say, u do it with passing of each day,
I remember those blossoms which felt happiness when morning sun shone on them,
There was happiness with every swing of wind, swingin the tree branches,
But not now, Now there is but sorrow,
Oh! She took my happiness away; she just took it all away,
Will I forgive? Will I forgive the merciless devil which ended my day, ended my day with his sharp fangs, sharpened by the world to take on me revenge,
Will I seek mercy from those who forgive? No I shall rule u; I shall make u feel merciless,
My blood will run in your veins, it will shine with every murder u commit, every horror u depict, every life u take, every breath u break,
With trembling hands had I cut my heart out of my flesh, I dint feel pain, I felt no regret,
The open wound got filled with millions of ants, bittin into my skin to get their early bread,
Now I eat them and use them to fill my wound, healed by time full of all the dirt in this world,
Look in it, look in my wound carefully u shall see your fate my friend,
Be my companion not my foe, be my friend, for we shall make such chaos we shall pull such strings,
As to shake heaven and earth as to make hell break within, as to make birth such fear never thought by other friends,
Partly in my subconscious as I make my soul prepare to unite with me to extreme to take my only revenge,
What was I? What was I earlier a mere small person, u made me forget solitude, unmade me bring power within,
I remember those days with u in my arms singing the monsoons and spring songs,
Holding hands we kissed, as our bodies united in the night’s bliss,
Feeling not but conscious knowing not your ways I had given u my everything, I had sold my soul within,
U broke my trust, u made my soul thinking, made me thinking for revenge,
I can’t even call u liar as u were never dishonest to me, no did u ever defy,
Yet u stayed not with me but with those my foes from long before, those who stole u from me, who made me loose the hold on u,
No longer can I kiss u my dear, no longer can I call u my own, no longer can I hold u, no longer can I make u sleep in my den,
Those inhuman, selfish animals who took my life away will pay for their crimes on earth, will not have to wait for hell,
I choose to be forbidden, I choose my path myself, I choose to defy god, I choose to loose myself.
