I don't know what's come over me
Some dark cloud that's blinded me to see
I want to feel
I want to feel real
I'm trying now not to conceal
Conceal my thoughts of hate
Conceal my very dark fate
But I don't know what my fate is
And i don't know where my fate lives
But I want to know
I really want it to show
Because I've convinced myself I don't want to die
But I also know I don't want to live a lie
I've found a knife with a great big shine
And I feel a chill go down my spine
So I think to myslef, I know what I want to do
And the only thing that stopping me is probably you
