I'll do it

Every night i cry myself to sleep,
i try to forget the emptiness i keep,
i close my eyes and hate the pain,
i can stand to be anymore insane.

i try so hard to forget my past,
wondering how long my life will last,
cant anyone replace my soul,
and fill my heart, take away that hole.

you will never see the evil through my eyes,
i cant stand all the pain, hurt and lies,
so take a minute to let me go,
the failure i am, you will never know.

i just seem to suffocate, never breath,
they never stay with me, they always leave,
so tonight i decided i will pick up the knife,
and i will, without second thought take my life.