Already dead

Dear mother
dear father
it was only matter of time for my life to change
for it was so obvious, the broken glass can never be the same
by the time you read this, ill already be dead
just before i leave i must get this of my chest and out of my head
where were you when i needed you most, i know you were out
how stupid do you think i am bribing me with money, thats not what its about
i was a child, one who needed care
what i needed most was someone to care
i know its not your fault, i hope your not mad for what i said
but I'm sorry mom and i love you both, but by the time you read this its too late I'm already dead