Let it go

I've gotten into a ruck again,
I can't find the way out,
My whole life is driving me insane.
All I wanna do is shout!

I wanna scream to the tops.
And tell all that I'm not OK,
I'm not some plays props.
And that my life is just a fake display.

You see me happy,
You see me play.
Yet with myself I'm snappy,
This life I wish to slay.

Let me go,
Let me leave.
Let the blood flow.
Leave them with what they already pre-believe.

A pain staking cry,
A call for it to stop.
Just let me say good bye.
To the floor I want to drop.

One day I'll leave,
That day I'll be happy.
And this world won't be so crappie.