All i want to be is me
But inside, I am bleeding without cease.
And I can't seem to find who the me is that I want to be.
"Me?"
Who's she?
"How is life?"
I can't complain.
I have what I need,
And everyone feels pain.
But I feel so lost.
I forget everything that I've been taught.
The only thing that remains clear
Is my pain.
It has now been brought further near.
Running,
Endlessly running.
I come to a dead end
Turn around, run back
Over and over again.
The many paths are tangled
In my endlessly throbbing head.
When I stop and take a rest,
I can't sleep
Cuz all that does,
Is trouble me with fearful dreams.
So I wake up in a sweat
With tears on my face
Longing, longing
For arms to help, for a loving embrace.
Running,
Endlessly running.
Never finding a path.
I am lost.
