Supernova, an unexpected change

Falling under my own desires,
giving into the cravings of my flesh,
you are here and i am there
thinkin of what could be next.

we both have our own sun
and follow our own moons.
worlds apart, we enter the gloom
the conversation of our sin.

cannot describe the pain and guilt
i know i am split and broken apart
both forces pulling in two directions,
choosing either him or my heart.

out of all the stars you were the one,
yet havin to break the bond.
so many regrets and sorrows
tyrin to erase the memory. a scar