I thought you were leaving me.
And I wondered how it could be.
That I had lived such a happy life until I thought you were leaving.
To me, nothing in the world could be relieving.
It hurt so much for me to think that you would no longer be here.
It seemed like I could see nothing very clear.
It was then that I had experienced the worst feeling ever.
And I hadn't even told this to my own mother.
But right when everything seemed to be hitting the bottom,
Something so miraculous happened that even I could not fathom.
Turns out you were not leaving, and you knew this all along.
Now I will not have to worry about saying so long.
You are here to stay, and I am happy to hear that.
But sometimes I still turn back to when it seemed like you were not coming back.
I always get over it after a while, though.
So then I just keep on going with the flow.
At first I was sad you were leaving until things turned.
Then you had me reassured.
That you were not leaving and that everything was alright.
What you said kept me up all night.
So thank you for breaking my heart, then sewing it back together.
Because now I know what it feels like to suffer.
And now I am much stronger than I was before.
I do not have to worry anymore.
I do not have to worry about anything getting me down.
Because when you are with me, nothing can bring me down.
You are there for me as you said you would.
So for now, its all good
