Still......

Some times I feel
Like loving you is wrong
But how can I stop
I've loved you for so long

You have been my angel
That fell from above
You are the man of my dreams
The one that I must love

You have always been my first
Always on mind
But you have done me wrong
So many different times

I love you even though
You have broken my heart
I cant even count the times
You have torn me apart

But I just cant help myself
You rule my mind
Its only when I am with you
That peace I can find

You have driven me insane
You have made me cry
I got tired of being alone
I got tires of all your lies

We broke up
It's been years since then
But my heart still belongs to you
And it will love you till the end

You have gone through
So much pain and trouble
What you did to me
God gave you back double

I am sorry that you had to suffer
I am sorry that you had to cry
But I would rather see you in jail
Than to have seen you die

You are there now
I am miles away
But somehow I am close to you
In so many ways

You realized I care
No matter what you have done
I just hope you realize too
That I am your number 1

No one will love you
Like I have loved you
I loved you in silence
And watched you do what you do

I cried when you got with her
Then I cried even more
You gave her a child
Even though she was a w h o r e

It broke my heart to find out
You had two not just one
You had to girlfriends
And our relationship was done

I prayed to God to keep you safe
Every night I was scared
That something bad would happen
And you didnt know I cared

You got caught by the police
Even got shot one time
Got chased down by criminals
Who wanted just another dime

And I am sorry about that
I really am
But when that shit happened
You wasn't my man

I loved you the same
I worried about you
But there was just so much
That I could do

But I am here
Still loving you
Still thinking about
When I was with you

I still dream about you
I still cry at night
Remembering those nights
That you used to hold me tight

I still wake up
With your name on my mind
And I hope that your day
Will go as good as mine

I still care about you
I still worry too
That someone stupid
Will do harm to you

But I can only pray to God
To keep you safe and alright
Until the day that you get out
And things get back to right

But I will still be here
Loving you the same
Same as when I first kissed you
And learned of your name