Friends are but enemies as u fail to recognize,
whom tot to be Ur own has suddenly changed sides,
now u seem to be left in this world on Ur own,
why do we do what we often feel abut is scare,
why does that always happen which we never want to take place,
why is trust broken when it seems to rise to the highest peak,
u fall down the mountain u fall so low,
u make urgencies to come up but its too hard a blow,
they make fun of u,look!u are again made a fool,
u loose again in this game when u tot u were almost a star,
death is also not the option as it puts u in a darker place,
all threads r now broken no one to call Ur own,
u don't feel like making anyone Ur own,
it doesn't feel like to be someones only love,
it does not exist as it is only found in books,
it is often found and expressed by us but we don't seem to be able to control the affairs of the heart,
trouble is all u get,hurt is all that u feel,
i had tot that i Would make my own ways,
i had tot to make her mine and forever she stays,
all these r shadows which break now like glass,
the pieces hurt my feet as blood comes out of my veins,
my cuts are soon filled with fresh blood,
all the pain and sorrow together, measure to my difficulties,
i pass the floor to another door to make my exit felt,
the cuts run more deeper with every step that i take,
more blood fills around me forming like a pool,
in this pool of blood i feel my emotions, anger and sanity,
all hell breaks loose as things get out of control,
i reach for the door as the building seems to collapse,
i gasp for breath in this great pool of blood,
the door is shut and there seems to be no exit,
emotions swell me up as i fight with my own feelings,
i try and keep up but its no use, slowly and slowly i drown deeper,
there is no escape but at last only my death.
