I see the pain in your eyes.
I see how much you love me.
You brought me into this world and I love you more than life itself.
I know that you will be leaving soon.
it breaks my heart into a thousand pieces.
I still cant help but to think Im to blame.
When you look at me I see the sadness.
The last thing you want in this world is to leave me
and my brothers and sisters.
Even dad.
But as much as you hate it, you cant help it.
But after everything is said and done
and all the tests and all the surgerys.
We all know you wont be here much longer.
No matter how hard we try we cant stop the man killing disease.
God has blessed us with such a wonderful mother
and will soon take you away
and i hate him for that.
I just cant help but to cry.
No matter what I will always love you
Even in death.
