Without you

Its not fair that they get to walk hand in hand,
while we sit separated while no one else understands,
And the time we have together is filled with rules and watching eyes,
each time i think of you i want to break down and cry,
I'm frustrated because i need to be with you,
and what makes it worse is there is nothing we can do,
stupid rules and our age always seem to get in the way
we can't fix this problem because this is how it going to stay,
i need you to hold me in your arms-i need to be with you,
i don't know how i am ever going to make it through,
i try so hard because no one likes to hear me complain,
but each day i feel I'm becoming a little more insane,
my heart is breaking because no one else deals with this,
all i ask is time alone with you so i can feel that sweet kiss,
is that too much to ask for two teenagers in love,
all i need is time alone with the guy i constantly dream of,
just a day, is that too long, is that too much to ask of you?
this seems like the only rational thing to do,
but our parents keep us separated,
and the schools rules and schedules keep me frustrated,
no ones on my side and no one feels what i feel,
other than you and that doesn't even seem real,
when do i wake up from this nightmare and go back to the time in my life that i never failed to enjoy,
before my heart was nothing more than a little kids play toy,
something to be smashed and thrown or broken in two,
which is what i feel is slowly happening because i am without you!