My sad sad life.....

Is there something wrong with me
Is there something wrong
Because when I get close to someone
They always seem to be gone

My best friend was 7 years old and I loved him so dear
But that night I had wished I know him for more than just thoughs years
I didn\'t think anything happen until I saw the news ... \"It has been reported that a small boy around 7 years old was just killed by his father it claims to be an accident but the moter says it is not\"...
That night I started crying
That night I couldn\'t stop
It seemed as if my life would end
Because I had just lost my best friend

And now on to other things that happened in my life
One\'s that aren\'t so pretty some are out of sight

My cousin was setting me on a date
With a guy who seemed real nice
And I found out that he was
That night I had a fun time with me him and my cuz
But after that I went home and got a ong night sleep
Then the next week rolled around
Something terrible had happened
Him and his little brother were where they should not have been
And if they weren\'t in there none of this would have happened
His brother took out his dad\'s gun and pointed it at my boyfriend and it went off
He didn\'t know what to do as his brother lay there on the floor
They next day on the news there it was
That night I started crying
That night I couldn\'t stop
It seemed as if my life would end
Because I had just lost my boyfriend

All this is true and I feel sad to say it
but I had to get it out ...