Ill Be There For Them Too

I think of all my problems
I think of all my pain
I think of all my sorrow
until i go insane

i think of all the smiles I've worn
which hide sorrow underneath
no one seems to notice
that u go through so much pain

my tears seem to keep flowing
inside my tierd eyes
each time i want to tell you
my words come out as lies

these days I'm feeling distance
far away and weak
my sadness pulls my farther
from the happiness i seek

I've just begun to realize
my hopes and dreams are gone
I'm walking down a dead end road
humming a tuneless song

I'm standing on a rooftop
although I'm scared of heights
I'm watching the cars beneath me move
and somehow it doesn't feel right

now i think of what I'm doing
i know i should find a way
to beat through my depression
will i be able to someday?

someone might be there
to help me make it through
maybe they will listen
and tell me what to do

I'm seeing through the darkness
and I'm starting to trust a few
i think ill try to make it
so i can be there for them, too