Spun

I know just how I'm feeling
yet I'm so confused
so i open up my favorite drawer
the one i so often use

i take the blade
i pick a spot
i know it hurts my heart
but if you felt what i have felt,
you'd know just why id start

my head is spinning
my feelings throbbing
I'm going crazy
my heart is stopping

then i call you
you make me well
you know my soul is bare,
my disguise is broken through
because i went through so much hell