Wandering Soul

I lay here
Gazing around my room
And as I gaze
A teardrop came to my eye.

One teardrop
Caused my eyes bursting of tears
Crying my eyes out
From what the pain created.

I lay on the bed
Closing my eyes gradually
Going back onto my life
Going back to where all the pain was created.

I begin to yearn for what I don’t have
I begin to weep out for what I don’t have
And the darkness began to come closer to me
The darkness came until it enclosed my soul

I struggled a fight away from the darkness
But it fought back
I struggle to get out of the darkness
But it pushed me deeper

As the years went by
I kept chasing into the darkness
And by time I saw what direction I was going
I couldn’t get out of the darkness

When I believe I got away from the darkness
And my soul starts to come into the light
I get pulled back into the darkness
And my soul is enclosed into the darkness

My soul
It’s waiting to get out of the darkness
It’s waiting and calling for the light
And perhaps in the future the light will arrive and save me

I lay here
Looking out my window
The rain beating on the roof
And the tears bursting out of my eyes

Yearning for something that I can’t have
It hurts and the tears I shed
Is from the darkness
My soul became a wandering soul trying to find the light.