I Lost What I Never Had

This pain is cutting me deeper
than any used up knife
the ground is getting steeper
and this is not what I call life

crying is not an option
this is only a game
this is the full caption
uncontrollable rage

looking at these pictures
and smiles is all i see
nothings getting better
blood is all i bleed

and here goes another day
and i know just what it will bring
i havent found my way
these words are starting to sting

all this time ive been losing
and tomorrow will be much more bad
i dont got time for choosing
cuz ive lost what i never had.

pleasse rate-its not much of a poem-so it doesnt matter-im just writing straight forward how i feel thanks anyway