When the pain comes on too strong

She's so lost,
Her beauty disguised by her broken heart,
Shattered body crumbling with every step she takes,
Pieces of her life falling apart,
And when the pain comes on too strong,
And she can't stand to be alive,
She turns to self mutilation,
Inside and out,
Her worlds on fast forward,
Her body's on slow motion,
Sitting in the middle of her mind,
Can't seem to move fast enough to catch her happiness as the final essence escapes her tears...
In a state of entrancement,
Her eyes begin to tear as the cloud that hangs forever over her head,
Her body becomes as hard as stone,
She is sinking,
Drowning within herself,
Finally,
At last,
Her heart stops beating...