Evil Habit of Mine

The pain runs inside and out
I have to get out of this fake place
And somehow learn
To stop this evil habit of mine
It’s hurting more people
Then the good it’s doing
But sometimes it seems like the only real thing
I don’t feel any pain
And I have learnt to hide the real with the fake
And someday soon I hope to smile
And say, “I’m fine” and know I mean it