Not to worry

You tell me not to worry
But for some reason I still do
It’s my own fault
I have to act like I don’t

What’s the point of this all
I have excluded myself
From everyone that matters
And everything hurts more than it should

I have run out of things to say
And I just want everything
To go back to the way it was
Back to before I pushed you away

I told you I didn’t trust you
When really you’re one of the only ones I do
Why did I do this to myself
When all it has done is pushed me lower

I guess I really do need you more
Than I chose to believe