I live in fear

I live in fear
Is this where you cower too
I hide in fear
Barely have any might
My friend cut on the left
Do you live in fear
Blood
Drips down to puddles on the floor
Tears wet my cheeks
My eyes freeze over
Torn flesh haunts my mind
Ignoring her pain
I fall down and away to shun her
My pain overwhelming me
I turn away to help only me
Nobody tries to stop her
I live in fear
dwell in it
Smell of it
Afraid to venture in
to save her from herself
Blood drips she lies
No more, all done
My mind is scarred enough
No help
Just living in fear