Reality

I know sometimes I'm hard 2 understand
but ill help u by holding your hand
first ill explain 2 u my whole life
and why i used 2 depend on the knife
my mom was always screaming at me
and boys would always leave me lonely
my dads one of the reasons i must hurt my wrist
because every time he gets mad he threatens 2 use his fist
my brother is always expecting 2 much 4 me 2 do
but my life isn't based on 2 satisfy u
but how i feel is bullshit
and i keep it in because u don't want 2 hear it
but what can i say this whole world is blind
because in reality getting hurt is all you'll find
either you'll die 4rm a killer
or get raped because u were high off a drug dealer
but your right i cant prove anything because i have no proof
yeah that goes 4 u but 4 me I'm just telling the truth