What have i done

I miss u so much, i miss talking to you
you helped me with all this shit I've been going through
but...
while we weren't talking i was chatting with her
she has truly been there
she has been helping me out when i felt like i was gonna do it
because of just to much shit
i have fallen in love with her she is amazing
when i see her screen name come on i go crazy
she is.... different
i cant really explain it
i have never felt this way before
the way i feel when i talk to her
but now i dint know what to do
i love you but i think i love her to