I sit where i have sat for
What seems like years
Sitting in shock
watching my world fall apart
One disaster after another
My pain is unbelievable
I look down expecting to see blood
There is no blood of course
Just tears
I know the pain in inside
I just want it all to stop.
Unable to move the spot i am in
I am forced to watch my world in ruins
while everyone else's world still goes round.
Why me? What did i do
I say into the darkness that has come over me.
My life can\'t get much worse and then......
You tell me goodbye
And my face goes back to shock.
The pain got worse.
I just want it to stop.
I pull my brothers gun to my head
and look around one more time
